Growth scan

We had our first growth scan for the gestational diabetes the other day.

Little mister is measuring 2.5 weeks ahead in his stomach and his head is measuring 1.5 weeks ahead. The scans will be sent to my doctor who I have an appointment with next week so don’t really know the plan moving forward yet. Although I think I will be put on insulin. At the moment I am diet controlled with one Metformin tablet a day but as my pregnancy progresses my numbers seem to be getting higher and my fasting sugars (the finger prick I do as soon as  I wake up) is never under what it is suppose to be. Fasting numbers are the hardest to control as they are based on your hormones.

But maybe the only positive in having gestational diabetes is the extra growth scans and getting to see our little boy. He has grown so much in the last 10+ weeks that he doesn’t even fit on the screen! Here are some pictures from the scan the other day. The first has to be my favourite, I mean look at those lips! ❤ ❤ ❤



30 weeks pregnant


This was the last ultrasound scan we have had. I was 19 weeks pregnant at the time and yes the cutie is sucking his thumb.

I honestly thought I would be better at keeping this blog updated than what I have been!

Today I am 30 weeks pregnant! I can’t believe it! Sometimes I feel like the time has gone fast and other times I feel like it has gone really slow.

So let’s see what has happened…

  • I had really bad everyday morning sickness to about 24 weeks and still now feel nauseous every so often.
  • At 29 weeks I was diagnosed with gestational diabetes. Although at first I was devastated I realised that there was nothing I could do and I have made all the right changes now. I am actually eating the healthiest I have this whole pregnancy! Although missing out on all those yummy pregnancy cravings is hard, it will all be worth it in the end.
  • Our foster daughter who left our care a few months back has come back into our care permanently! We are so over joyed and feel like everything is perfect.
  • Same sex marriage was legalised in Australia so T and I are being legally married in a small ceremony with just my mum and sisters there next week. We have done the whole big wedding thing so this is more of a formality for us and we wanted to do it before the baby is born.
  • We have everything for the nursery now we just need to set it up!

I go on maternity leave on the 1st of March and am counting down the days! 7 weeks and 1 day left and then I am at home for 12 months!

Our baby shower is on the 28th of January. My sister is organising it and it is going to be nursery rhyme themed with blue and green as the colours. I will definitely post pictures here afterwards.

The baby is super active and moves all day. I can also feel his hiccups. T felt him kick for the first time at 25 weeks. He also responds to sound and kicks up a storm when I put on classical music for him. I want to get my hospital bag packed and ready to go over the next couple of weeks. I don’t have any kind of birth plan except for 4 things I absolutely want-

  1. I want to try and birth naturally for as long as possible. but if i can’t handle it than I am open to pain relief and an epidural. I don’t want to put pressure on myself thinking “I have to do this with no pain relief or I’m not really a strong woman.” That will only stress me out further. I want to go into this as relaxed as I can be because I am already experiencing some fear and anxiety towards labour and birth. I have never experienced it so it is a little scary for me.
  2. I only want to tell my mum, sister’s and T’s mum and sister’s that I am in labour and then that I have had the baby. I don’t want friends interrupting us with messages and phone calls and just showing up at the hospital. T and I will decide when we will share the news afterwards and I will let her know when I am ready for visitors.
  3. The baby is to be placed straight on my chest for skin-to-skin.
  4. T is going to cut the cord but only after the cord has stopped pulsing.

Other than those things I guess I just want to play it by ear and be in the moment (as much as is possible while labouring lol).

Here is my belly at 30 weeks:


I am carrying quite low so I guess the old wives tale is true- boys carry low and girls high.

He is also head down now so let’s hope he stays that way. I feel his hiccups low and he often kicks my ribs which isn’t fun lol.

Well there isn’t much left to say so until next time,

E xo

Hearing the <3 beat for the first time

16 weeks today!

I was feeling quite good for the last week or so but unfortunately this morning I felt nauseous again and threw up (can’t wait for this morning sickness to end!)

I finally got an appointment with my midwife which we went to today. My blood pressure is perfect and we got to hear the baby’s heart  beat for the first time! I have seen it on the previous scans we have had but it was lovely to be able to hear it. The baby’s heart rate was somewhere between 110-160 bpm which the midwife said was perfect.

She also gave me some magnesium to take on top of my prenatal vitamins as I have been experiencing restless legs that even wake me up during the night and then I end up tossing and turning for hours.

Before we left her office we were sure to schedule in our next midwife appointment at the beginning of November and even more excitedly we got to schedule our next ultrasound for the end of October! This will be the last ultrasound if everything is okay and normal. But the exciting part about this ultrasound is that we will (fingers crossed baby is in the right position) find out the gender!

Over the last week I celebrated my 28th birthday. Unfortunately T was out of town so we didn’t get to celebrate together. However, our 4th wedding anniversary is at the beginning of October so we are going to celebrate this by staying a long weekend at a local hotel. Lots of swimming, watching movies and ordering room service! We decided to splurge (we normally just go out for a nice dinner) as we figured this will be the last one before the baby comes.

I also had a fall last week! My first fall with this pregnancy and my first fall in years. Apparently falling will become quite normal the bigger I get but it was still a bit scary. I fell over at our local petrol (gas) station in front of so many people and not one person checked to see if I was okay. It was raining and the road was very slippery. I fell on my knees and hands- thank god not my belly! I had black oil splattered all over me, grazed palms and a bleeding gravel rash on my right knee. I was okay but felt very sore the following few days.

Until next time 🙂


15 weeks

Today I am 15 weeks pregnant. We finally got our very first BFP on cycle 6 doing at home insemination’s. This post is all about the first 15 weeks.


I first tested at 10DPO and got a BFN, however, I had some slight body changes so decided to test again on 12DPO and got my first BFP. It was very exciting and I actually cried when I saw that second line.

I experienced horrible morning all day sickness the first 14 weeks but now at 15 weeks I feel like it has settled down.

We had our first midwife appointment at 8 weeks but it was just a general appointment with paper work. Our first scan was a week or so later and we got to see the heart beat for the first time (we still haven’t heard it though!).


At 12 weeks and 6 days we had our second ultrasound. The baby had a perfect heart beat above 160bpm and was moving around and kicking me (although I couldn’t feel anything).


After this ultrasound we decided to announce our news on Facebo.ok (we had already told our immediate family and close friends). I also let my work know the next day who were very happy for me.

Here is how we announced on Facebo.ok-


The only problem I have is I can’t get in contact with my midwife. I have been calling for the last 2 weeks trying to get an appointment after our first 2 scans and she is either not at work or away. I haven’t seen her since the first appointment at 8 weeks and now I am in my 2nd trimester. I am honestly thinking about requesting a new midwife. I called again this morning and left another message for her to call me so let’s see if she does!

I can’t wait to find out the gender (although I feel like it is a girl!).


Good luck to all those trying for their BFP with at home insemination’s. Patience and timing are the key’s in this journey 🙂



As you can see by the title we are pregnant! Here is a photo of how I shared the news with T.

Another post is coming with all the details 🙂



Saying Goodbye…

Sorry I have been absent over the last month or so.

We found out that our long term foster child is leaving our care. She has been with us for three years and we consider her our child. She will be reunified with her parents. This is foster care. Children come and they go. We know that. But at the beginning of the year we were told she would be with us until she is 18. And then just as quickly we found out she is leaving.

She goes in two days time. We have tried to spend every second together and enjoy her company. I love her like she is my own and my heart literally breaks when I think about her going. How am I meant to parent her for three years and then boom it’s over? I think I will be searching for her face in crowds for the rest of my life. My heart will always hold a special place for her and I will always welcome her back with open arms.

We tried to fight for her to stay, tried everything we could think of. But minds were made up and there was no way they were going to let her stay with us.

We won’t be taking in anymore long term foster children. That chapter of our lives is done. If anything we will take on minimal respite cases to stay on the books in case she comes back into care.

This is grief. And I don’t know if I will ever be fully over it.



Baby Dust

We decided to try at home insemination again this cycle.

I started POAS on an OPK on CD17. I thought for sure I wasn’t going to ovulate until between CD22-CD24 as recently my cycles have been quite long. Something told me to POAS and it came up negative but I had a feeling to call our donor and ask for an insemination that night. I can’t explain it but I just knew we had to. The next day was a Friday morning (CD18) and while on my morning break at work (about 10am) I decided to POAS again and it was positive! I couldn’t believe it as I had previously had such long cycles. So of course I took another at 1130am (positive) and 3pm (positive)- Just had to make sure lol.

We inseminated again that night. Saturday morning (CD19) about 10am I took another and it was positive again so we inseminated that day about 3pm. I also had cramps this day that started about midday.

Sunday (CD20) comes and I had another positive OPK. So we inseminated that night.

Monday (CD21) and finally a negative OPK. Although we did inseminate (just to be sure lol).

I believe I ovulated on the Saturday (CD19) just because it was 24hrs after the first positive OPK and I had cramps also. But Fertili.ty Frie.nd put my ovulation at CD20 (the day after). So I don’t know. I actually didn’t temp this cycle as I wasn’t even sure if we would go ahead this cycle and also I always forget to do it lol!

So we are in the TWW again. I am either 4DPO or 3DPO and we got 5 donations this cycle.

Fingers crossed x